I've been told in my face that I'm useless.Of coz it din felt good to hear that. But he's right.
I'm good at nothing. Except messing up.
I'm not motivated by anything nowadays, and I feel darn sian about life.
I start everyday off badly, and drag myself through the day. I've been told before I always affect other people whenever I'm in a bad mood. So I try not to do that now. Then you gotta act haps when you are feeling far from it. It feels a thousand times worse after you come home from a day of activities when you can finally be yourself with no one around.
Crying to sleep feels scarily normal now.
Labels: Life
