Qosmography

Caught these 2 chee koh peks this morn while bathing. Was blasting songs on my iPhone, but that din deter them. So free, no need to catch worms meh?

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Well, how about that!
Call it the old-fashioned Tiffany's...

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Last night, was looking at old pictures of my dad. It brought back fond memories. But even they could not erase the painful scenes at the hospital during his last days. I know he is in safe hands, but I could not help missing him... terribly... And it aches even more becoz he's flown so far away, and I can't reach him...

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This morning, before leaving for work, I saw my mom holding their wedding photos in her hands. She misses him as much as I do, perhaps even more. But I can't talk to her about him, becoz if I do, I'll start to cry.

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Another pc of bad news... And in such a short time.

I haven't even got over losing my papa. And now, this...

Perhaps he went ahead, to prepare the way and guide her to heaven. I wanna tell her not to be afraid, becoz papa is there.

But who am I to tell her that when I am more afraid than her?

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He hoped that my mom would leave this world 1st, before him.

Not that he found her a burden.
Not that he hated her.

But his only wish is to take care of her till the end. Despite his own sufferings.

His love for us was so great... That it now leaves a void that can never be filled.

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14 Dec 1949 - 28 Jan 2010

The last pic of him, taken on his 60th birthday celebration.

I wonder if he chose when to go. His birthday was on 14th Dec. The day he went away, it was the 14th day of the 12th month in the lunar calender.

And the night I didn't keep vigil at his side, he left. Why didn't he wanna say goodbye to me?

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Been staring at the knob of my half-open bedroom door every night before I sleep.

I kept thinking that, maybe, if I stare hard enough, his hand will magically appear to touch it.

I kept holding his hands while he was in hospital. And I am glad for the chance to be able to. But now, I so wish I could hold them again.

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I'm back!!! This is a darn, darn, darnest late post.

Short updates:

1) I'm super nervous, dunno how tmr will turn out. At least I know I have some super small fingers crossing for me. Thx Drugs!!!

2) Things are not looking so great home front. I pray only for them and nothing else every week. Quite lost actually. I say 'please' to Him, but I dunno what it is I am asking for. I think He knows much better than me, so I say nothing else. I go there, and just stare blankly at Him.

3) Diao listening this song from 苏永康, 乘虚而入. Super old song I know... But I juz like, can....

4) Remembering from the Singapore Idol trailer where the new Singapore Idol was saying "Thank u for making my dreams come true..." I wonder what dreams coming true feels like...

That's it for now at the moment. Come back for more pls.

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There was a time I'd just stand at the doorway of his room, trying hard to listen to the sound of his breathing.

When I can hear him snore from my room, I'd feel relieved. Relieved that despite his pain, he's able to fall into a deep sleep, and that he's still breathing.

I would always pray, that if it is God's will, to take away their pain. If they have to bear this cross, to grant them strength and faith.

I'm glad he has his own faith and hopes. And he holds on to them, living his life as he would if he were healthy and whole. And never resigning to it just like that.

Dad, you are my hero.

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